love you like a sister;
10:46 pm
it's been colourful.
and like a miracle.
it still feels like a dream.
you're perfect.
when i think of you i smile myself silly.
Where the Hell is Matt? (2008) from Matthew Harding on Vimeo.
love you like a sister;
1:50 am
love you like a sister;
9:36 pm
as for me, i was an emo nemo too. but a dramatic night made a change to that. i guess i have to accept it because i rather have a bit of you than not have you at all.
omg school is starting pretty soon kind of nervous.
love you like a sister;
1:34 pm
give me some sisterhood love yo
love you like a sister;
7:00 pm
anyway, i went wild wild wet today and the staff there are actually quite friendly. no wonder they had some excellent service award thing i saw. and eugene thought i looked a little haggard today when i passed him some stuff. i thought so too when i look into the mirror in the toilet at wild wild wet. youth is wasting by. sigh. and recently it's been kind of crazy and i banged my head today. urgh. maybe i killed some freaking brain cells.
so we're young only once and i think we should live our lives as how we want it to be and not look back and regret that your youth was wasted away like that? okay i don't know what i'm talking about. it must be because i banged my head. but i just think that timing is an important factor in certain things. timing is what made me fail in my first time. now it's kind of failing me again? is it? i don't know. but it feels like it. i feel like i'm supposed to just leave this block of time out and go back to it another time? and now wow i sound like i'm doing some magic over here. okay i don't think anyone gets what i'm saying so whatever.
i just passed this library book to douya it's called When It Happens. it reminds me so much of what i've been through like i can relate. so this is what i've been doing - reading. i'm not saying it's a bad thing because i kind of like it but it also reminds me of the days i used to want to just hide myself up at home and just take myself away into a fictional character's world?
okay so reading it shall be. maybe it'll be my activity for the next i don't know how long.
but for now i'm kind of irked that i have orientation on the 22nd aug and cherie's flying off on the 22nd morning too! what is this seriously. and my letter says attendence is compulsory?! honestly i haven't come to terms with the fact that cherie will be away for years minus the times she'll be back. i'll have one less true friend around to cry to when i'm down, to talk to when i feel random, to go out and have fun with, to eat all the rubbish things i want to eat with, to tell me something lame but i laugh anyway because her face is retarded, to self-high with, to giggle silly with while smelling another table's shisha, to make fun of me, to understand me when sometimes the things i say don't make sense, to always make me feel better by trying very hard to cheer me up etc. it's endless.
hey beautiful
love you like a sister;
1:06 am
i can't help ranting i'm really very angry. i don't even know why she keeps so much rubbish. like i just discarded those uni courses stuff from nus, laselle etc and she was like can refer why you throw away. omg refer what?! and where got people keep newspapers from months ago or more than that? please kill me now. i live in a storeroom. try imagining yourself living in one.
love you like a sister;
1:58 am
1. The House Bunny
2. Wild Child ( i really think Emma Roberts is pretty)
3. The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2
gosh i'm super bored on a sunday and you're always so unavailable :( why?
anyway jerrall hope your birthday wasn't all too bad because there's really nothing much to do in Singapore as we've all realised. urgh boring! i feel like Miss Lonely.i hate everything that is going on with my life right now. i'm so sick of life i want to retire. i hate being at home. i need someone's arms to cry in. wq, quick come back i wanna have some chick flicks + cluedo sleepovers before you start school. what time are you landing on 16 july anyway? i just realised how much i miss talking to you about random stuff and just chilling at your place :( and i dislike my elder brother seriously he's a changed person. there's no one i can depend on at home anymore. so much for how important the family is.
love you like a sister;
5:55 pm
anyway douya and i were digging at this warehouse sale for lacy thongs and we each bought 4 same ones haha. we were damn freaking aunties and we were laughing to ourselves like mad girls. i can't believe us. how we dug and totally just mess up the whole place even opening those unopened boxes just to find our size which was super difficult. and how we bought our first thongs. we bought one for cherie too! but it's a black lace boxshort style cos we liked it but don't have our size! cherie be excited! haha. we were thinking of getting it for wq too but we figured cherie likes lace more than wq! we should be right lah huh. it's funny how we actually grow to like some types of lace. i used to really hate them. oh and ribbons on underwear haha.
it's times like these that i can't quite figure out how i'm actually 20 years old. haha. we don't act our age but it doesn't matter because we're only young once.
love you like a sister;
11:19 pm